I have an appointment with my counselor today.  I am looking forward to it.  I have so much to discuss.  It has been a couple of weeks since I have seen her, because of the holidays and etc.  I will probably run out of time with her before I run out of things to talk about.


I think I am doing better with my depression.  I have been cooking like crazy and doing other things that I had not done in months.  I have discovered that it has become easier for me to find the positive in almost every situation.  At first I was a little afraid that I would turn into one of those extra happy, perky people.  I believe now that there is no danger in that happening.  I still get too cranky, too often to be considered perky.


The most awesome thing happened a few days ago.  An old friend of mine found me on face book and we have been talking everyday.  She was my son’s first grade teacher.  In my opinion, she is one of the best teachers around.  We had gotten to know each other while she was teaching my son and even after he was not in her class in anymore we stayed in touch with each other.  She had gotten married and moved to Scotland with her husband and we lost contact then.  It has been so nice getting to know her again.