More – This word makes me feel positively happy, because I have learned that there can be more to life than sadness, and pain. I can have more laughter, giggles, and good feelings. I can have relationships with more love and respect. I have learned to take care of myself more.

Miracle – This word makes me feel positively happy because I believe the fact that I am still alive, and doing as well as I am – physically and mentally – is a miracle. Almost two years ago I was determined to take my own life, and tried very hard to end it. Even after my own actions did not result in my death, my thoughts stayed centered on killing myself. It took many long months for me to see my own worth, and to come to a point where I no longer wanted to die. That is a miracle, and I give thanks for it everyday.

Memories – This word makes me feel positively happy because I have many good memories of my dad. Those memories are bringing me comfort. They are helping me not be overwhelmed by the sorrow I am feeling.