
In the past I have struggled with having faith. It was very difficult for me to just “close my eyes and leap”. I wanted proof that something was what it was proclaimed to be. That is probably why I have spent a great deal of my life trying to find what worked for me and my spiritual life. I never could commit to anything. I felt they all lacked the proof I needed to have faith in them.
On another blog, I read a post by Ameila’s Mummy who has a similar religious background as mine. Right now she and her husband are going through some sort of difficulty and while she is on the verge of panic attacks, her husband is dealing with whatever is going on just fine. The difference is that he is going to church and praying every day and has left the burden of what they are going through in God’s hands, and she just does not have the same faith in a God she cannot see, feel or touch.
She is not alone in how she feels. I have felt that way before, as well as many other people. Taking a leap of faith into the unknown is a very hard thing to do. I suppose that is why it is called faith. The very definition of faith is believing in something that cannot be seen.
I personally believe that kind of proof that people like me want so that we can have faith in God is impossible to obtain. Part of being a Christian is believing that Jesus is our Savior. He took our sins upon himself, and SAVED us. So at some point we just have to trust that God is going to be there to catch as we take a leap of faith.
I know that sounds like an easy answer for a difficult problem. The truth is though, it is just that easy, if you will do it. Try it! You have nothing to lose, and everything to gain.
"I celebrate the present abundance in my life. I allow myself to count over the many dreams I have which have come true. I allow myself to enjoy the gifts which are already manifested in my experience." ~Julia Cameron Thinking of something like that often brings me back to myself if I'm stressing over life's big and little bumps in the road. Though I am in debt, overcrowded in my home, and struggling to pay my mortgage… I have a mortgage. I have a home. This is more than many people have! I have my own bed!
.-= Enguardia´s last blog .. =-.
“I celebrate the present abundance in my life. I allow myself to count over the many dreams I have which have come true. I allow myself to enjoy the gifts which are already manifested in my experience.” ~Julia Cameron Thinking of something like that often brings me back to myself if I’m stressing over life’s big and little bumps in the road. Though I am in debt, overcrowded in my home, and struggling to pay my mortgage… I have a mortgage. I have a home. This is more than many people have! I have my own bed!
.-= Enguardia´s last blog .. =-.
yeah there are many people now who do not even have their own bed. Enjoying what we do have is a wonderful thing.
.-= Melissa Mashburn´s last blog ..Faith =-.
yeah there are many people now who do not even have their own bed. Enjoying what we do have is a wonderful thing.
.-= Melissa Mashburn´s last blog ..Faith =-.